Life Goes On

So I just got off the phone a few seconds ago with one of my best friends Julie...who is moving to Japan in less than three weeks. I know I should be ecstatic for her but I'm going to sure miss her a lot. All my life I have been the one coming and going in and out of my friend's lives as I moved around the country...and finally I settled down and found a place I like and it seems like those who are closest to me have all gone now. Of course I always am making new friends who will step up into the place of those who have moved on...but they can only fill the space they once stood...not replace the holes that are left in my heart when someone who I love leaves. I guess life goes on but sometimes it feels like life is just too much...yet I know that God will provide and protect but man...it's hard.